| .Yeah. I've been home for a few days. GOING INSANE.
I need to fix this thing up. I like my password. Its a good one.
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| Grindhouse is Awesome. Drama and Lonelyness is not.
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| Not much of one really. I've been doing chores for a long time today
and tomorrow I have to get up extra early to take my sister to school.
But all things considered, I've seen friends a grand total of twice
over this week, been doing chores, managed to lock myself out of my
house for 6 hours with my dogs one morning. Tonight I flipped out. I
didn't get Jenna her ice cream in time and the feeling of failure swept
me and I lost it. I got so angry and sick and I scared my sister. I did
not want to do this and now I feel awful. Life has been so confusing
lately. The spectre of my own mortality floats above me everyday and I
wind up feeling lonely and stupid. I don't feel confident in myself or
anything I do and all the while I feel trapped everywhere I go. I just
want to sleep so bad. But I haven't even been able to sleep in.
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| I need a nap. Really bad.
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